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Can't You Hear Me? by magmonkey, literature

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Can't You Hear Me?

Why is it that people can't see What I'm trying so hard to let them see, Hear what i'm trying to say, Or read what I'm trying to put into words? It's so hard to deal with this When no one hears or understands. I'm ready to scream and shout, Do anything to get their attention. To have them understand Or just to have then listen to what I'm saying. So I can at least put my thoughts out there, To have them try and see, To understand what's going on in my head. So many thoughts going around and round my head, Too many to try and keep up with. Too many times I've been on the verge of tears, No one realizing why I'm so withdrawn,

Silent As Time by magmonkey, literature

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Silent As Time

I dont know whats going on but I know this much: It's not good. You're as silent as time not telling me whats going on now or whats going to happen. I'm afraid. Worrying about whats happening and whats to come Wondering if it's going to get better I'm as confused as the day it started and its slowly getting worse I hoping you'll catch on but I'm starting to think it's hopeless People tell me not to give up but it's hard Not knowing whats going through your head and if it's good or bad is terrifying If only I could turn back time to before this happened It would be a lot better than how it is now I just hope that it will be worth a

What Am I Suppossed To Do? by magmonkey, literature

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What Am I Suppossed To Do?

I dunno what I'm doing anymore. My head says one thing my heart says another. To make it worse my friends are getting involed by telling me something that is completly different than my head or my heart. When I listen to one, the other is screaming trying to block out the other. When I finally decide, I don't have the nerves and chicken out. I'm so scared. I've never felt this way before. I don't know what to do. I get so scared at the thought of ruining it. Heart says wait. Head says go for it. My friends criticize me all the time. I'm getting to the point that I can't take much more of it. Sometimes I even wonder if

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Can't You Hear Me? by magmonkey, literature

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Can't You Hear Me?

Silent As Time by magmonkey, literature

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Silent As Time

What Am I Suppossed To Do? by magmonkey, literature

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What Am I Suppossed To Do?

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Artist // Hobbyist // Photography

Feb 29
Canada
Deviant for 15 years
She / Her

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I am a 19 year old in Northern Ontario Canada. Currently out of school and working while I try and figure out what I want to do with my life. I'm big into photogaphy but I rarely post anything - I like seeing what you guys create rather than posting my stuff :P ..... That's all Folks! Thanks for visiting my page!

Favourite Visual Artist

Mia Michaels

Favourite Movies

Covenant

Favourite TV Shows

Vampire Diaries, Glee

Favourite Bands / Musical Artists

Paramore

Favourite Books

Private Series, Harry Potter Series

Favourite Writers

Nicholas Sparks, Stephanie Meyer, J.K. Rowling

Favourite Games

Plants vs Zombies

Favourite Gaming Platform

Nintendo 64

Tools of the Trade

Rebel XS digital camera

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taking pictures

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magmonkey

Oct 23, 2011

Update

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Wow it's been awhile....... maybe I should do an update....... 1. out of school - finally! 2. working 3 jobs while i figure out what i want to do with my life..... unfortunately 3. bored out of my skull.... absolutely :P That is all :D

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magmonkey

Dec 16, 2009

Awkward......

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Okay so I was helping my school with delivering the adopt-a-family presents this year. For those of you who don't know what that is: each year my school gets a list of families that are going through hard times and are not going to have much of a Christmas. The home room classes can decide to 'adopt' a family or not. after they get the child's name age sizing for clothes and toys/activities they like. Than the class either collects money or brings in gifts, wrap the gifts than parent/teacher/student volunteers deliver them. Well this year I was one of the students driving around delivering the presents. I got through 2 families than when I g

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magmonkey

Oct 28, 2009

To Every Guy

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♥ To every guy that said, "Sex can wait"... ♥ To every guy that said, "You're beautiful"... ♥ To every guy that was never too busy to drive across town to see her... ♥ To every guy that gives her flowers and a card when she is sick or down... ♥ To every guy who has given her flowers just because that's how he rolls... ♥ To every guy that said he would die for her... ♥ To every guy that really would... ♥ To every guy that did what she wanted to die for... ♥ To every guy that cried in front of her... ♥ To every guy that she cried in front of... ♥ To every guy that holds

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SeekHim

Dec 8, 2015

Thanks for the watch.

I notice you’re from the Canada. I’ve always loved Toronto and hope to someday see Vancouver!

I've found that a lot of people here in the U.S. don't know much about their own country, much less anyone else's.

I post prayer updates about different countries. Part of the reason is to raise awareness about what's going on in the rest of the world.

Recently I’ve started a personal initiative; if I notice someone on DA is from another country, if I've done their country I let them know. It’s my way of letting them know that others are thinking about their home.

This update is about your home!

Canada

fav.me/d56m199

GOD bless

John 3:16

magmonkey

Jan 1, 2016

No problem for the watch.

I've read your Star Trek Abramsverse stories on FanFiction and saw you post a link for images based on the story and couldn't help but take a look. Canada's awesome... well what I've seen anyway. Born and raised in Ontario with little opportunity to travel but from the pictures I've seen the rest of the country looks beautiful. If you ever make it to Vancouver you'll have to let me know what it's like!

Take Care

SeekHim

Jan 2, 2016

Thanks a bunch once again.
I've posted my fanfiction here on DA too.
seekhim.deviantart.com/gallery…
Hope you liked the pics!

GOD bless
John 3:16

wakkowarnerlover

Jan 3, 2012

Thank you for the watch!

Beautiful photography, by the way!

shh-private

Nov 8, 2010

Thanks for the fav even though Im very much dead on da >.<

Hi, thanks for the watch. My abismal organisation have kept me away but I appreciate it